i can't recall how and when it started
the situation turned out to be so much worse
- 4月 19 週日 200923:40
....
i can't recall how and when it started
the situation turned out to be so much worse
- 3月 31 週二 200917:05
this is what i do
precisely speaking,
this is waht my colleagues do this week
- 3月 16 週一 200920:32
我說
大概有人不懂我到底在煩惱什麼
我還記得我剛進公司的時候，還滿愉快的，
到了一個新環境，雖然有點緊張有點害怕，但也感受到新鮮感，那時候也整整悠閒了二天
後來開始慢慢有公文要做，現在回想起來都是很簡單的東西，
轉知所屬學校研習訊息，同意核發研習時數什麼的，
因為對公文用語完全不熟，很多現在看起來很簡單很自然的東西，當時都要琢磨很久，
只有看著以前的公文東拼西湊，偶而(常常)騷擾我同事
再過了一段時間要填報一些資料，最大的困難是很多資料都不知道要從哪裡找
即使問了同事，得到的也是很片段的訊息，因為有些東西連他們也不清楚，
所以要花很多時間，像無頭蒼蠅一樣到處打電話問人，打了一通電話往往還得不到解答，
可能問的人會說：這應該要問XXX，或者是這個沒有資料..
而且，其實像我這樣個性的人，是不太願意打電話和請別人幫忙的，只能調整自己的心態，改變自己的個性
後來也有很多機會請學校填報資料，就在這樣嘗試的過程中注意到很多做事的細節，
不然一開始在請學校填報時，總是事倍功半，一件事要分二次做，或者是和學校溝通不良
到了年底，體促會的經費讓我很頭痛，體促會本身的組織就不被主計認可，
經費核銷又有期限，就在學校送件 主計退件 學校修改送件 主計再審再退件的過程中，
花了好多時間，難怪人家說公務人員沒效率，但其實我也能理解，每個人都要很多公務要忙，
有時候需要修改得內容也不是簡簡單單一二個字，像是龍舟賽服裝領據各個學校校長沒有簽名，
負責送件的學校就幾乎要跑遍整個台南市，只為了讓校長簽一個名，而這些必須要在1.2天內完成；
還有原住民運動會的報名，因為今年承辦學校是新手，我是新手，科長也是新手，
大家都忽略了要事先開會招募選手，最後差點開天窗報不出人，在報名截止的前一天才臨時知道這個消息
林督(之前的科長)要我找幾個原住民比較多的學校問看看，如果不是她跟我說，我也不知道哪個學校原住民多
聯絡了這些學校的體育組長，大家都跟我說隔天就要報實在有困難，後來還是林督幫忙...
有太多要講了，就連我第一次要寫跨局處登革熱防治會議報告(大概短短幾行)，我也覺得很煩惱，
因為之前處裡到底做了哪些事，我根本完全沒概念，簡簡單單的幾行，想了好久，
這樣的情況太多了.....
to be continued
- 3月 08 週日 200917:01
Aries carrer 2009
Since transformation and rebirth are manifesting in new realms for you this year, it's a good time to reflect on your deeper mission in life. As an Aries, you are a powerhouse of energy who enjoys being in charge and drawing upon your strong resources to forge ahead in the world. Allow the universe to support, transform and shift your career in order to remake yourself. You may be called upon to change the structure and let go of old energies, resistance and previous patterns of your professional life that no longer serve you. You realize how important it is to call back the parts of yourself that you have given away, and to bring back your own sense of dedication to higher ideals and your willingness to be a channel for healing yourself and society.
These changes will help you feel much more in control, grounded and supported as you start the year streamlining your focus in a more methodical way. This requires exercising a bit more patience than Aries usually likes. As you allow yourself to trust and recreate your path of heart and amplify your aliveness, fully express your visionary impulses and rediscover your unique structure of individuality.
Abundant thinking and a sense of community enhance your career -- and your enjoyment thereof. You gain power and the momentum needed to make a forward shift. Step into your authority and open your heart so that you may bring in new energy and manifest the results you desire. Your attitudes about success and taking charge of your life will evolve as you find a new sense of what you really want.
