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I have asked “why some of my colleagues, who are the same age as I, would look so rich”

I mean, they don’t seem to have problem with money

Freely they spent money buying various kinds of clothes in department stores and having luxurious meals.

Their salary is higher. That’s for sure.

But I would spend as much as they do even if I had equal income.

(ps. I heard one of my classmate who worked in a private school earn about 60,000 a month,

if not 70,000. I’m just too jealousy.)

Someone told me it’s just a matter of attitude.
- Some tend to spend money more freely than others.

Another someone told me it’s because I only observed when they spent.

Still another someone said because I had goals and they didn’t.

And there’s a questions mark.

Do I have goals? I don’t seem to figure out a goal for which I saved money for.

Saving money is just like a habit to me. So is spend money. XDD

But I never thought about why I saved it for.

For buying a house? For traveling aboard? For kids? Fro marriage? For parents?

At present, I only see the need to please myself.

I mean, to make myself beautiful. To buy clothes I love, cosmetics I need

and to have big meals when I want to.

There doesn’t seems to be a real goal.

And I think I must figure it out.